The Last Good Girl by Allison Leotta

Author:Allison Leotta
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Touchstone

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RECORDED 1.19.15

Dylan’s gone, but in a way, his ghost is still, like, haunting the campus. Everywhere I go, there’s a little bit of his horrible spirit.

Whitney’s not talking to me, except to say I “ruined Dylan’s life.” I don’t see her that often now—she pretty much just hangs out at Beta Psi—but when I do, it’s totally painful.

Obviously, Dylan’s friends are still here—and they hate me. Like, really, really, really hate me. And, wow, those Beta Psis know a thousand different ways to call you a slut. They could write their own entry on Urban Dictionary. It’s like—I’m trying to be strong. I keep my eyes straight ahead. I pretend not to notice when they spit at my feet. But it’s scary, and it’s humiliating. I try to act like I don’t even notice them, but my heart races every time. I see other kids watching. Their faces are sympathetic, but they don’t want to sit with me.

Online is worse. There’s a limit to what people will say to your face. On Twitter, it’s a free-for-all. “You’re a lying whore,” one kid tweeted at me. Another wrote about the encrusted state of my genitals. One kid tweeted, “Someone should shut that bitch up.”

Preya says not to worry. She says it’ll pass. They don’t have a long enough attention span for it to go through February.

God, I hope she’s right. I hope they break before I do.

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